Hey ppl.. are u all waiting for our posts? dont know what happened to all our sisters.. it seemed that we are so busy.. haha.. but.. dun worry.. im here to update everything! tat u are all missing!
Firstly.. i got myself a caring and loving LAO PA! haha.. theres none other than CLIFF!!! haha! okay.. its long story that we became daughter and father! im taking it seriously.. hmm.. cos.. everytime i will like go to his office and hang in my spirtual journal. and.. his collegues all was like.. CLIFF! UR DAUGHTER IS HERE! haha.. i was like.. erm.. okay.. its been like so many times.. im like bringing joy to e office whenever i appear. everyone will be like.. Come in.. sit down.. wat do u wan? coffee or tea? blah blah blah.. haha.. i feel blessed and honoured tat im Cliff's daughter..!! haha.. after few times of consistent calling in e office saying im his daughter.. Lao pa had acknowledged me as his daughter.. over sms.. haha!
Reason ppl call me Cliff's daughter: its because.. i look alike like him.. let me show u some pictures..
haha.. this is when we were in vivo.. do we look alike or not? Lao pa now so shuai! image changed! so shocked but happy for him.. LAO PA JIA YOU!
This pic is done by Pearly.. lolx. but.. something is wrong.. maybe she think im like very young.. so she put happy 15th birthday to me! haha.. its suppose to be my 16th birthday.. tat lolipop real big la! haha.. but even my mouth cannot contain it! LOLX! hmmm.. wat abt e next pic? i was in Lao pa's office doing free labour on my birthday.. lolx! but.. i still wan to thank everyone who spend their precious time wif me on my birthday. though it was simple and lots of them couldnt make it.. all ur sms.. i saved it carefully and remembering who send it okay! love N266 lots... Lao pa suppose to leave for India e next day. so its like.. he suppose to hav lots of things to pack for next day.. but... he still celebrate my birthday for me.. Love u lots Lao pa! i love u all N266 in 2006/2007!
yup yup.. wonderful ppl i meet! hehe! hmmm... N266... haix.. good news and bad news for u ppl.. Good news is.. N266 had MULTIPLED!!! Sad news is... most of us are being split.. but nevertheless.. haha.. Da Jie has raised up to become a leader of new cellgroup!! E457~~ is then borned! with a tribal captain called Cindy! haha.. (spiritual giraffe!) haha... this Cg will be offically born in 1st sept.. and that will be my last time sitting wif them and all.. i miss going cellgroup wif them.. fellowship with them.. Especially Da jie! is she who helped me so much! if not i wont even be able to go church now... I WILL MISS U THOSE WHO ARE IN E457!! haha.. i believe everyone will reach a whole new level.. jus wan to tell u guys.. its okay tat we are being spilt.. we got to learn new things in e new cg rite? hmmm.. by e way.. im still wif lao pa.. so after multiplication.. im still in N266.. haha! im waiting for my whole new level... after o levels! I WAN TO SERVE GOD MORE AND MORE! which means.. I WAN TO BE A HELPER AND A CELLGROUP GUITARIST! slowly then i will BE A CELLGROUP LEADER! Da Jie and Lao Pa!! jus wait and see okay? SEE ME IN LEADERS MEETING!!! HEEHE!! it will be very soon wor!! Jus be prepared!
time passed so fast.. im like 16 yrs old.. but i look like a primary school kid.. (lao pa say one) =(
but still at least my thinking is mature okay! hmmm.. haha.. lalala.. God's calling for me.. these few weeks.. really... i hav this feeling in me.. tat i really wan to serve Him more! i wan to be e one He can use.. i really wan! i jus remember.. God gave me a vision.. tat is teaching ppl bible study.. then also my results and all so good that my classmates around me asking me how to do this and tat.. i really.. Thank Him for all He done for me.. knowing so many wonderful ppl.. coming to this church.. i never feel regret.. I didnt regret being a christian. my next aim is really to be baptised in water! this got to be my breakthrough! God.. u really.. touched my heart.. i still remember u asked.. Do i love you... Yes i do Lord.. yan sin.. Do u love me.. Yes Lord.. U asked again.. yan sin.. my child.. Do u love Me? Lord... u asked me 3 times.. jus to say.. If you love Me, will u take care of my shepherd..
these days.. there is smth in my heart.. Something that tells me... To care for e ppl.. u know wat? in e previous entry.. u all should hav know abt my family background.. i might not hav a pleasant past.. but Lord... U giv me double blessings for all my former troubles! i really feel this way.. i no longer felt.. y didnt i hav a mum or dad? or a loving family? y am i used to be like tat or like this.. i hate myself.. all these sadness or negative thinking.. is gone.. Becos of ur Love.. this Love u gave to me.. tat u send ur only son to die for me jus for me to live.. Lord! im writing to u!! I gonna live for YOU! You gave me e power to live! Is You tat make me not die.. y do i say i have double blessings? y? I really thank God for my two brothers! REALLY! Lord.. u gave me two wonderful brothers..
Last two weeks.. e sunday of FOP.. i was at home.. i was having fever.. i somehow fainted.. jus couldnt move.. my cousins and other family members.. all didnt believe tat i fainted.. THEY BELIEVED TAT I WAS JUS PRETENDING! i never forget wat my cousin said.. If she die.. i wouldnt care! jus let her die.. all e more i jus set up a funeral giv her bai jin will do! this kind of ppl... die earlier e better! always come home late.. and blah.. That cousin actually cursed me to die.. wishing me to die.. i was like.. y am i in this unloving family.. Lord... You said You loved me.. where is e Love in my family? does anyone care for me? anyone care if i die? God says... i care.. if not i wont send my only son Jesus to die for You.. but.. God did gave me someone who really truely care and love me.. and tat is my two brothers! is my second brother who insisted tat i wasnt pretending.. when my cousin refuse to fetch me to hospital.. he jus called e ambulance.. i can feel his sadness there.. but without thinking of e cost of me sitting in an ambulance would be how expensive.. he jus did! and for my eldest brother.. i really thank God for him! really! he is e one who paid my hospital fees.. knowing tat he is my eldest brother and im his only sister.. he was real worried and sad.. Using his hard earn money jus to pay this 200++ amt of money.. to some of u.. it might be a small sum of money.. but thinking of my house situation.. ITs ALOT!
thinking of y my brothers wan to care so much for me? i felt a burden to them..
A 27 yr old guy losing his freedom after his army.. is bad enough.. he still hav to study hard.. work so hard.. get 2000++ income.. y? i keep asking y? becos of LOVE.. this Love for me.. he sacriface his freedom..from poly going to NTU.. working and paying all my daily expenses.. A 24 yr old guy.. working two jobs jus to earn abit more than my eldest.. wan to study private uni.. but also taking care of me.. im thinking of my past.. how hard they try to giv me something tat i wan.. they always will combine money.. buy my lastest electronic stuff.. like gameboy.. mp3... and stuff.. materialistic stuff.. as much as they love me.. they wan to giv me something tat i wan.. something tat show their love for me.. all these expensive stuff.. both of them all along hav been sharing half a cost.. but y? y do they still wan me? a sister who is a burden to them? they could all jus take care of themselves and dump me away.. they could jus ignore me.. let me sleep in e street.. but they didnt.. they took good care for me.. work and earn money.. feed me.. reward me.. i really thank God for them... i pray.. God.. u will bless them.. Giv them opportunities.. let me hav a chance to share e gospel with them..
Joyce mayor preaching is really amazing.. God surely wants me to hear it.. her sermon really touched my heart. Becos.. its like.. i felt as if God is trying to use her to tell me things.. telling me.. to become a helper.. to take care of ppl.. remembering last sunday cindy was preaching.. she prayed for me.. i doubt ppl know.. be cos its ministering time.. which means everyone were on concentrating on God thus closing their eyes.. She was saying.. she can sense that.. there is this specific group of ppl.. God wants to ask if u are willingly to take care of my shepherds.. she prayed for me to hav a heart of compassion towards ppl.. another thing that joyce mayor was saying tat... dont live our life in e past or future..
lets look at some of e examples: how i wish to be like her.. how i wish hav a car... (how i wish..) this example is living in e future.. we shouldnt say how i wish.. cos we are not doing anything towards wat we wanted.. another one
I used to be love God wholeheartedly.. I used to be like this and like tat.. but e truth is.. we are not the past us anymore.. we are like christ now! tats becos.. we hav to know who we are..
which means.. we should say.. WE WILL.. or I AM!!! by knowing who we are.. devil is angry.. haha! becos.. e devil always uses our past or future to make us like.. depressed or smth? now that Jesus is living in us.. we got to let his characteristics flow through us.. haha.. hmmm.. wan to know more of these more... tag e blog ba!
something tat i learnt is.. not by doings tat will impress God.. something that impress God.. Is PEOPLE! God sees how we treat ppl.. even strangers.. im thinking.. how.. how do God wants me to treat his ppl.. giving me a heart of compassion.. wat does God really wan me to do.. Joyce mayor was also saying.. everyday lets all do a deed of kindness.. hmmm.. God.. tell me.. talk to me.. last week.. God really showed me alot.. tell me alot..
i was having bible study wif pearly on thanksgiving.. something tat i learnt from that lesson was.. Does anyone actually really thank God? how do we thank God... u hear so many thanksgiving testimony.. but are we thanking God for wat he has done for us or are we thanking Him for who He is.. but how to really thank God for who he is.. that is... Thanking Him for EVERYTHING! no matter is bad or good.. jus everything!!
hmmm.. this entry really really long la! but.. jus wan to share wif u readers! hehe.. plus.. I wan thank God.. alot.. for my studies.. family.. friends.. leaders.. everything!!!! last monday i went sentosa with two taiwanese.. Da jie's friends.. lolx.. Samantha and Shine! haha.. they are really a nice bunch of ppl!!! haha.. i missing samantha alot.. she is back in her country.. Shine still staying for one more week.. wahaha! anyway.. its like.. yup yup! Samantha loves MERLION! she even know Singapore got how many MERLIONS in Singapore and where is it! Shine loves BEACHES! He went crazy when he was at e siloso beach! haha.. so.. both got to see their favourite stuff.. went crazy.. but.. i felt like a tourist wif them la! its like.. i feel like i dunno well abt Singapore man.. lolx. but we all had fun.. i even brought them to exercise! which is.. playing volleyball with strangers.. haha! so ya.. at least after eating all e nice and oily food of singapore.. they did lose abit of weight.. the MUSICAL FOUNTAIN is really nice!! we ride e skyride and luge.. really enjoying ourselves.. 3 blur tourist walking around finding places at sentosa! WAHAHA! but i did well as a good tour guide okay! at least we werent lost! wahaha! finally we sat cable car!! haha! how long tat i didnt sit e cable car okay.. like.. 10 yrs? haha.. but i wan thank Da jie to bless me money to play all these nice nice stuff.. haha! thank you DA JIE! and its like.. everyone seems to know tat i really know nothing abt Singapore when i told them i brought e two taiwanese to sentosa.. they were like.. i bet u never sit those rides b4.. i was like.. how u know ar? oopss.. i feel a bit of embarressed man! haha.. at least we had fun.. but i was really happy!!! cos i make e last night of samantha's so memorable and beautiful! haha.. im a good tour guide okay? Shine and samantha really amazing la! after a long long day.. we came out of sentosa like 9.30pm? and they were not hungry at all and wan to play somemore! WAHAHA! okay.. so we ended tat day by eating at newton circus and sat taxis home! okay.. i love those ppl whom i host..
i hosted e austrailian ppl okay.. dunno if they still remembered me or not.. now tat i know im a good host.. who knows im a good mission person too.. haha.. i wan to try something new!! yay! okay.. exams coming.. and i really type alot la! going to study le! 2 more months and im free!! YAY!!!!
signing off,
spiritual guitarist
Dearest brothers and sisters!! This one you MUST know!!
Yesterday is V Day, hee hee..
So the helpers had a wonderful night together with Cliff! Hee hee..
Objective: to show each other our love and to TOUCH CLIFF!! wahahaah
So the planning started on Monday, where all of us meet at Far east to take photos to make the personalised pillow for cliff. Hee hee.. You can see the design.. Nice?
haha Pearly designed it haha.
Then wed night we had a conference call, Pearly made another video slides, while I made the booking for Mind's Cafe, and wrote a song for cliff.. wahahhaha!!
THEN... on yesterdy after work, Pearly went to collect the pillow while ShiMin came up to my office to take the GUITAR...and pass it to Reid who is downstairs. Reid brought it to the cafe first.. :P
Then, Shimin, Cliff and myself went to the cafe, and Pearly is already there with Reid.
THen we played, and played, and eat, and eat.. haha.. Then the bill comes.. Cliff and I paid coz.. it is suppose to be a treat for them :D
Then, pearly took out her laptop to show cliff the video... While he is ENGROSSED in the video, Reid and I smuggle the guitar out of the cafe and we walked to riverwalk there, and find a less windy spot to lay out the candles.
HERE IS THE MOST EXCITING PART!!
Reid and I made a heart shape with the 60 candles provided by Pearly. The wind was BIG: it's beside Singapore River you see. Thank God for 2 helpful passaby, who helped us with it. They said we're very SWEET.. MURH, it's for cliff lo. haha..I practiced my song, and then.... finally... Shimin and Pearly ushered Cliff in.. haha.. he is SHOCK i believe :P
Then I sang the song.. haha.. the lyrics and tune I write one la.. Though only 4 chord, but i think it is nice hee hee.. Then, Cliff gave a speech.. something that was really in his heart...
He really long to see all of us prosper in life. Especially in terms of money management. Smart and wise in words, have a heart for the lost, blessed to be a blessing.. Waaaaaa!! SOLID la..
Then in the END.... he said, he is somewho who is hard to be surprised.. BUT , this time, WE REALLY CAUGHT HIM BY SURPRISE!! haha!!
Yeah, then we ended off with YET another surprise. We presented the pillow to him.. :P Yeah!
And that ends off our wonderful V Day!! So nice!!
V day to me this year: It is a day of strengthening friendships, building covenated bonds, and nurturing each other :D That's our story, we made a difference in someone's life.. :D
Giraffe
Brothers in E457!
Sisters in E457!
Smiles! 
E457 at SMU
Again. with different poses. so photogenic =p
happy time at sentosa!
SMILES!
all gathered at smu.. either bible study or study group. look at all of them. u can really see them that their smiles are really something from their heart. and wats more. they are child of God! isnt tat great?
E457 with CLIFF!
haha.. this is when we were in vivo.. do we look alike or not? Lao pa now so shuai! image changed! so shocked but happy for him.. LAO PA JIA YOU!