Saturday, December 30, 2006
Hi everyone.. wahaha.. who is back? its moi!! wahahah.. hmmm.. actually wan to say alot of things.. yup.. Discipleship.. HAIX... i think Cliff testing our patience la! this time its like Cindy take over.. then e next one became a bible study.. and Thursday its like he was held up at home while we reach there liao.. wow.. lolx.. okokay.. we shall forgive him.. Thou shall forgive one and other rite? somemore he say so many sorry liaos.. hmmm..however.. its okay la.. in e end its like.. we hav bible study wif pearly. So.. Zhi Xian, Alex and me.. was attending Lesson 6.. Its abt spending daily quiet time with God.. Its like.. hmmm.. jus nice i really need e lesson alot.. These days.. i also feel beri dry.. i keep going down to e alter call. i dunno y? i keep like.. not sure if really God had forgive me or not.. This lesson really taught me alot of things..I hav alot of days neber really spend time wif God le.. ALOT!! its like.. i keep saying. okay.. today im going to set aside this time.. but in e end i neber do.. i feel like so sad lor.. then i keep talking and talking to God.. i feel that there is no answer.. hmmm.. Christmas.. so wat i hav invited 6 ppl? but i only help 1 out of 6. which there are like few billions of ppl out there need to be save! wats wrong wif me? i found that its really neber enough.. I keep thinking tat.. God doesnt want me anymore.. i was like super sad.. these days.. i keep thinking i sin everyday.. then wonder if God wont like.. forgive me one day.. i will hav all these doubts..But i realise.. something abt end time.. its coming.. its like.. Really an urgent call to save our friends and loved ones.. when its end time.. there will be like miracles happen... and healings.. it will be common.. there will be real and fake Jesus.. who will i go to?? Pearly had taught us alot..Im like so touched when she said that We are e best.. In God's eyes.. hmmmm.. still got alot.. but rushing time.. lolx.. anyway.. today i finally spend time wif Daddy.. lolx.. Love him so much!! anyway ya.. how was it? IT WAS GREAT! He told me that he will always be there for me.. I just feel secured at tat moment.. i was like super touched and happy.. then i lie down on e bed.. He told me.. HEY! WAKE UP AND SING SONG TO ME! I LOVE U SINGING TO ME!! so i woke up.. pick moi guitar and started to worship Him.. wah......... I keep crying non stop lor.. he told me tat He will neber abandon his child.. and i am His beloved creation. can u imagine tat?? i think u all will be touched..in e bible study. i also think alot.. wat hav i really pray? when u pray u also need to pray specifically! y? lolx.. cos its like.. erm.. i pray for blessing. u neber tell e amt.. then God gave u $1. its still blessing rite?? lolx.. it was a great great bible study.. really.. thanx God for everything! treasure wateva u hav now okay? bye guys! scare moi bro come back! LOLX!Spiritual Guitarist
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